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Here is good to write some kinds of weak story.

Today was not special day before at night. Actually normal day is boring. I'm not working now and can't go other places. 

I just stay house and walk near by my place. That is why I'm boring.

2 days ago, One of my flat mate suggested how about drink together (all flat mate) and he had already bought a whisky!

Then today we'd had today. 

Everything was good but after 1hour, 2hour it became bad.

I'v known that I can't speak well and it makes boring. Nevertheless It was made me feel so sad.  

When I was starting a story someone was cutting the story in. And everyone concentrated the someone. 

It was natural. People know instinctually what is fun or bore them. I wanted leave there but I couldn't do. 

During the 4~5hours I could speak a few sentences!!!! I was very sad. 

After when I came back my room. 

I thought I have to remember this situation even as weak.

 "I think that I lean a lesson? " or "whatever I don't care, I don't give it."

What is good for me? Surely the two thinkings are important. 

But these are very different behaviors. Then I thought "maybe second one is cooler"

If I worry the situation and think too much sad feeling, it makes me nervous. small, nothing, worried everything and scared. 

I must forget this crazy feeling.  It just drive me very tired and stupid. I won't expect next time. 

Finally I can thing like this. 

Don't be scary. Next time I will be better. At last I though, I am too sensitive maybe blood day is coming.

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